Smtng dat still f@king me upppp.......

it would be totally unfair if i come across ur way n turn towards u by offensively throwing a fist on u...see wat sort a mess i m in. i kno i m nt dat sort of boy bt situation comes out in a way dat
i m unable to hang on. I can still remember d tym wn I was too desperate to throw d agony out o of my lyf.
get d all mess aside, now plz tell me wat should i go for now,I m totally empty today ,wat should i upto now to search d peace o mind back to me.It's still faking me up....

nyway, god says dat d remerdy 4 evry pain is tym bt den wat is d remedy 4 tym. Now I've nobody 2 move along bt tnx 2 god 4 it 'coz I've nobody 2 care abt ........

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Ordinary ppl hav dat additional burdon 2 do smtng extraordinary 2 get noticed.

self esteem or ego.......





keepin myself far away fm d stunning impediments o mind divertin g god's creature, accepted , i m unable rather unwilling o getting any sort o doz lyf enjoying joys coming fm dem bt insanity o mind dat i've possessed in me might b indirectly a key to destiny .
D bad tym passed as it was bound to bt dignity involved in it was dat it taught me a tng dat never loose urself even after a couple o failure lyk bad tym itself as it is beaten every tym by good tym .
if u can't stand urself in front o severe situation , dan indulge urself in doz activities, which might , in turn , creates un bearable intances dan circumstances will definately make u strong .

UnPredict@ble MystEries....

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smtng dat startles me by it's amaging vague mysteries n bugs me alot is lyf. A very, simple or very sophisticated or wtever. Almost evrybody tnks n confused wth d deep theory o lyf . A lot o guys u see around is plannin for such a future which exists nowhere which means dat he would get nothing for evrytng he did.

hw easily i puked smtng abt it bt he strived thruout his lyf in d anticipation o success bt he got nothing apart fm d end. Almost avrytng happening around is filled wth such suspect ur sences can't predict abt. Wn d surprising level crosses d limit dat u r unwillin to possess dat u discover dat smthin or @least smtng exists behing all these complexity naming d failure o ur sences as GOD.

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